My Inheritance Does Not Come in the Form of Wealth. Instead,
I was born choking
on my own spit.
Stutter-song, this, a habit
I inherited like birthmarks.
Such things are not self-taut.
From my father, I learnt
to fear famine — a hunger
that haunts / hunts.
Still, he is wary of abundance.
Once, an uncle bet my father
in a game of poker.
As if shared blood was worth less
than a stack of cards.
From this, I learnt to flinch
as cars thundered through
our neighborhood, wondering
if they too were coming
to take me.
His sleeplessness,
I have adopted
as a kind of insomnia
luring me to the veranda
where wind pulls light taught, stretches it
wire thin. Flickering knife marks split
topography into neat hemispheres.
I watch the sky dilate, yawn open.
I mistake peonies for shrapnel,
my shadow for a gun.
By Jasmine Cui
Biography:
Jasmine Cui is 18 years old and is majoring in Political Science, Economics, and Chemistry at SUNY Geneseo. She aspires to be like her parents who are first-generation Americans that fought an extraordinary battle for their place in this country. She is the founder and co-Editor in Chief of The Ellis Review.